"Yeah," says Dean, "I mean, no, not just - " Pulling his hand back, Dean curls his own fingers nervously through the ring. "I just think - if we're doing this, we could do it right. I owe it to you to at least trying to do it right, even if I'm - "

Breaking off again, Dean looks back at the house. "Even if I can't stop thinking I'm gonna lose all this before I even get it."