Castiel lets himself be led to a couch, settling primly on the edge as he looks at Robin.

"I am having blackouts, Robin. I came to Ishiah not long ago as I was concerned about what they meant. They are uncovering memories the angels had programmed me to forget."

He casts his gaze over to the kitchen, raising his voice. "They've reprogrammed me thousands of times, Ishiah. It was violent and invasive and the memories are resurfacing more frequently. I hurt Dean."